• 12:03:00 PM, Friday, April 27, 2007
So much has happened these few days.
Mainly times of tears and disappointment and stress.
Nonetheless, we're still pushing on.
SYF - Gold, without the honours.
The initial tears were inevitable.
But wasn't enough to pull us down.
Zaki, Ms Wee, Ms Ng, Ms Han, seniors juniors, being proud of us, was what we needed.
And it happened.
It's what matters :)
I still love the dancers not a teeny weeny bit less.
So let's rock the UCC stage on 31st May for REVERIE III =D
Cheer - Once again I've fallen.
Yes, the unlucky me.
Not fated to be in cheerleading? Maybe.
Nonetheless, it's getting there.
And hopefully, monday we'll put up a great show.
A performance of joy and happiness is all I ask for.
The injuries of the back and elbow should not be sacrificed for nothing ehs? :p
Too many tears from Thursday.
The ones inevitable.
But shed for a reason.
I think we should cry in the comfort of our own locked room once in a while :)
When everything accumulates, and you just let it all out.
It really helps.
It's not a sign of weakness. It's a way of letting go. It's an emotion.
It helps...
There are so many things I wanna write down here.
Yet this is too public a place to trust my words an affairs.
Maybe it was an ending to something that shouldn't be dragged longer.
See it as one? Take it as one? Maybe.
So many things left unsaid. Yet hard to put in words. Hard to express.
How I wish it was possible to switch souls for just a while, to feel and understand another person.
The helplessness, the queries, the feelings, the unsaid untouched words.
It would make things so much easier.
Some things that we try so hard to put in words may just come out in the wrong light, and work against you instead.
I understand the point. But I don't know how to work around it.
Maybe we're not ready for anything more.
That I can't say much further.
But I want you to know that you made me experience something so different.
In so many ways.
Though it's one of mixed feelings along the way.
Letting go and forgetting will take some time,
Let's just hope it's right.
:)
I guess communication's called a CHALLENGE for a reason.
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